- will be upload soon -
special day
Saturday, 26 December 2009
Christmas Eve
Thursday, 24 December 2009
2年前的今天
你skip class
跟我一起去看戏
the very 1st date
the very 1st movie
&
that is the very memorable date
wtf
2年后的今天
你不懂去了哪里
也许在上课，也许在泡女，也许在睡觉，也许。。。。
bla bla bla.....
如果你2个月前不再pop 出来
多么好
虽然知道事情没有彻底有个clear cut
虽然知道这样只不过是denial
但始终都会好过现在的我
wtf
I'm so hatred myself
why I'm so & so in love with you.
讨厌做么那么多回忆都在特别日子发生的。。。
graduation day,christmas eve, boxing day, new year eve...
fml.
It's you
Thanks
Monday, 21 December 2009
I felt happy
The happiness can cure all the illness that i having right now.
Thanks guys
I do love you guys alot.
Thanks for the concerns.
I'll be alright.
I will be more strong than before yea.
I gotta maintain the healthy life style.
Well, today i failed to do it due to some reason.
Helping others always is my passion :P
Once again,really thanks a lot to all of you.
No matter from msn or FB ....
I really appreciate the love & care from you all.
Thanks buddha for giving me such a wonderful wishes from you guys.
Good night & sweet dream everyone.
Tracy.jad aka 佩洁 sign off =D
The happiness can cure all the illness that i having right now.
Thanks guys
I do love you guys alot.
Thanks for the concerns.
I'll be alright.
I will be more strong than before yea.
I gotta maintain the healthy life style.
Well, today i failed to do it due to some reason.
Helping others always is my passion :P
Once again,really thanks a lot to all of you.
No matter from msn or FB ....
I really appreciate the love & care from you all.
Thanks buddha for giving me such a wonderful wishes from you guys.
Good night & sweet dream everyone.
Tracy.jad aka 佩洁 sign off =D
好消息？坏消息？亮红灯`
Saturday, 19 December 2009
终于打完了degree第一个sem的仗
好累好累
4天1天1张
庆幸地我还活着 =.="
前阵子因为忙+压力
知道自己身体很不妥了
也在blog提起过
毕竟考完了试
so,把拖了很久的病
快快去见医生调理一下
见回那个我觉得很劲的医生
他就怀疑我有某种病。。。
建议我快速去见专科验证比较好
说如果是确定了的话。。。
我还年轻，可以中西合拼，很快就会好
结果我就被吓倒
妈妈也是
然后回家后告诉埋爸爸
爸爸就说 ： 买保险
给他炸到够够力 =.="
然后就出门见专科
做一些scanning...
爸爸说星期六，人家可能extra charges bla bla bla
可是为了健康，妈妈说还是快快去check比较好，what to do?
结果就20岁人
就在19122009的时候
见了某科的专科医师
然后做了一些超级害羞的scanning.
LOL
除了某阶层某社群的人会因此跟这个scanning有关系的
其余，我想应该这辈子都没有机会去做这个scanning?
哈哈哈哈
（想到都 rf + 很想笑 = =）
结果，
很高兴的是，没有中医说怀疑的那个病情
那个专科，neh neh 医生说： very normal, nothing also :)
but....................
加了一个but,就等于也有别的事情发生咯
wtf.
紧张害怕下。。。。
结果他说了那个即将会得到的病。。。
wtf.
我没有想到 >_<
所以他说现在就要take action了，不然 .........................
well,是什么病，我希望自己有自己的私隐
我不想玩什么在blog自爆。。。
要会被告知的人，我自己亲口会说的。。。=X
well, everything is fine.
毕竟只不过现在是prevention period.
when everything is down and settle,我会很好的=）
neh neh 医生说，大概要4～6个月。药2个星期一次，一次100出。。。
omg... 1K?=="
妈妈叫我去一段时间够了，再靠中医。。。
shyt =.="
我说我自己打工自己赚钱靠那个neh neh医生
我对neh neh医生有信心 :mad:
可是hor,不懂那个neh neh作么没有explain给我听那个医生说我的那个病的那些 symptoms 做么会出现在我身上的...=.="
中医就慢慢让他调我另外个病算了啦 >_<
neh neh医生要调另外个病啊～！！！！
>_<
爸爸知道了一定shoot鸟的。。。。
趁他还没有回家
睡觉先rf rf rf
毕竟吃了nehneh药很眼睡下 =.="
知道了下次neh neh的药要睡前吃了 rf
朋友们，谢谢关心
表担心我，其实没有什么很大病（我觉得对你们来说 rf_)
可是对我来说是大病来的>_<
原谅我的夸张式手法。。。
正式宣告我假期了！
yeah ^^
今年 圣诞节，还有明年的新年没得过
因为要做工 T_T
本来还打算要赚钱买过年衣
现在啊？ 存起来做医药费算了rf
ok,本来打算看终极3国的
现在啊？
不用看了。。。睡觉 ^^
good night =)
好累好累
4天1天1张
庆幸地我还活着 =.="
前阵子因为忙+压力
知道自己身体很不妥了
也在blog提起过
毕竟考完了试
so,把拖了很久的病
快快去见医生调理一下
见回那个我觉得很劲的医生
他就怀疑我有某种病。。。
建议我快速去见专科验证比较好
说如果是确定了的话。。。
我还年轻，可以中西合拼，很快就会好
结果我就被吓倒
妈妈也是
然后回家后告诉埋爸爸
爸爸就说 ： 买保险
给他炸到够够力 =.="
然后就出门见专科
做一些scanning...
爸爸说星期六，人家可能extra charges bla bla bla
可是为了健康，妈妈说还是快快去check比较好，what to do?
结果就20岁人
就在19122009的时候
见了某科的专科医师
然后做了一些超级害羞的scanning.
LOL
除了某阶层某社群的人会因此跟这个scanning有关系的
其余，我想应该这辈子都没有机会去做这个scanning?
哈哈哈哈
（想到都 rf + 很想笑 = =）
结果，
很高兴的是，没有中医说怀疑的那个病情
那个专科，neh neh 医生说： very normal, nothing also :)
but....................
加了一个but,就等于也有别的事情发生咯
wtf.
紧张害怕下。。。。
结果他说了那个即将会得到的病。。。
wtf.
我没有想到 >_<
所以他说现在就要take action了，不然 .........................
well,是什么病，我希望自己有自己的私隐
我不想玩什么在blog自爆。。。
要会被告知的人，我自己亲口会说的。。。=X
well, everything is fine.
毕竟只不过现在是prevention period.
when everything is down and settle,我会很好的=）
neh neh 医生说，大概要4～6个月。药2个星期一次，一次100出。。。
omg... 1K?=="
妈妈叫我去一段时间够了，再靠中医。。。
shyt =.="
我说我自己打工自己赚钱靠那个neh neh医生
我对neh neh医生有信心 :mad:
可是hor,不懂那个neh neh作么没有explain给我听那个医生说我的那个病的那些 symptoms 做么会出现在我身上的...=.="
中医就慢慢让他调我另外个病算了啦 >_<
neh neh医生要调另外个病啊～！！！！
>_<
爸爸知道了一定shoot鸟的。。。。
趁他还没有回家
睡觉先rf rf rf
毕竟吃了nehneh药很眼睡下 =.="
知道了下次neh neh的药要睡前吃了 rf
朋友们，谢谢关心
表担心我，其实没有什么很大病（我觉得对你们来说 rf_)
可是对我来说是大病来的>_<
原谅我的夸张式手法。。。
正式宣告我假期了！
yeah ^^
今年 圣诞节，还有明年的新年没得过
因为要做工 T_T
本来还打算要赚钱买过年衣
现在啊？ 存起来做医药费算了rf
ok,本来打算看终极3国的
现在啊？
不用看了。。。睡觉 ^^
good night =)
2007 & 2009
Sunday, 13 December 2009
Revision UNTIL INSOMNIA！
During 2007,
click herei had my very first INSOMNIA related with academic on the day i had my FIRST introduction to PSYCHOLOGY final exam PAPER.
Happen again in 2009.♥ PSY205, the FIRST PSYCHOLOGY PAPER i will sit for it for my FIRST sem in HELP, i love you =X
I'm normal ☺
That's the way I express my stresssssss.
If you don't agree with me,
you may leave the blog ☺
Buaiii
Labels: *生活点滴*, - 实现梦想的其中一步。。。 -
NEED YOUR HELP, NEED YOUR VOTE :)
Friday, 11 December 2009
I'm joining a contest in FACEBOOK FOODSTREET.
NEEDED YOUR HELP in HELPING me CLICKING "LIKE" as the VOTE
1st, please join FOODSTREET FANS PAGE:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/wwwfoodstreetcommy/118201533385
after become their member...
please go to this link :
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3609141&op=1&o=user&view=user&subj=118201533385&aid=-1&oid=118201533385&id=643672131
& click "LIKE"....
Strongly appreciate your help..
Thank Q guys =)
ps: currently become money minded .. keep joining contest =X i'm super duper poor! T_T
NEEDED YOUR HELP in HELPING me CLICKING "LIKE" as the VOTE
1st, please join FOODSTREET FANS PAGE:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/wwwfoodstreetcommy/118201533385
after become their member...
please go to this link :
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3609141&op=1&o=user&view=user&subj=118201533385&aid=-1&oid=118201533385&id=643672131
& click "LIKE"....
Strongly appreciate your help..
Thank Q guys =)
ps: currently become money minded .. keep joining contest =X i'm super duper poor! T_T
Labels: *生活点滴*
Where'd You Go?
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Labels: -好歌推荐-
The reason behind of it
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
As what i promised in previous post,
i will blog the reason of changing the NEW NAME - 佩潔
My original chinese name, actually is 蕙潔
I remembered I changed it to 慧潔 when I was standard 4.
I can't really remember what's the reason instead not to use "蕙" but changed to "慧"
& now what my mum found out that the “慧” that i used for so many years,
actually in overall, it does not bring any "good" luck...
[no comment =X]
It happened 3 weeks ago...
My lovely mum sent my name for 2 master within 2 weeks time...
The first master help the whole family changed THE MOST SUITABLE chinese name, except my sis...
He or she, i don't know.. said that my sister's name is good enough? or prefect.. i don't know....
& he or she, asked me change my name to 佩潔, there's only a choice. Either YES or NO decide by yourself, that's only he or she's suggestion.
(click it to enlarge)
This master, recommended by one of daddy's friend,hmm, from Sabah? if not mistaken....
His or her style: Change the name without look at people's 時辰8字,
& i guess my mum doubt with his or her profession?
Therefore....went for the second master...
And here goes the story of the second master :
My mum said, this master,is a buddhist. hmm, i have no idea with all kind of things actually,
& i guess my mum have the sense of feeling on "similarity"& she considered him as "in-group" members , therefore, have the "trust" & "persuasion" or "conformity" take place and here goes the business？！？！ （ study too much of the chap: social influence)
2nd master's suggestion on the NEW names...
Better than the previous, at least have 3 choices.
LOLz
(click it to enlarge)
3 of the NEW name is totally pronounce & sounds super duper "weird" compare before...
& mum said: once people hear it sure know u change ur original chinese name (Nothing much different if i change to 佩潔 right? Mama so funny -.-")
well, I kinda like the 2nd Master' s"piece of work"..
蕙君- so "leong" 's name, never ever want to have it!
瀞汝 - similiar with the Fish Leong, sounds nicer & better in overall, i love it actually... but ....
斯伶 - similiar with one of the temple auntie.. LOLz i DON'T WANT it .. -.-"
Mum asked me whether I'm satisfy with all the NEW NAMEsss..
If i'm not, she willing to pay & get me the MOST likeable !
wow!
I did consider either 佩潔 or 瀞汝，
due to certain MAIN & IMPORTANT reasons.
I make the decision which use "佩潔" as my NEW chinese name.
Which people always say: After you had changed your name, TRY & REMEMBER call the NEW one.
Reason 1 - Since many of my friends like to call me as “潔”, & if suddenly change to 2 different words which not consists of 潔， people will feel 不順口?
Reason 2 - Due to my forum ID 潔 ，i get to know a lot of people from forum, & they used to name me 潔 as well, if i change to 瀞汝， i think i need to open another ID
Reason 3 - Dahdaa.... It's because of THIS! Please click the picture to enlarge it.
This is the very 1st time, when i am just born, the very very 1st Master "piece of work"...
There are plenty of choice for my lovely parents to make a decision on my very first chinese name.
佩, as listed inside the list , 20 years AGO !!!! =D
潔, as listed inside the list as well , which circle that one.
From the listed of words I saw, my personal analyze =》
They wanted 潔 as the last name so much, from the list, i guess you guys can see that they didnt cross or whatever with other words & mum told me, 潔 this name is special enough XD.... they cut off the 秀，淑 at the top, i guess is too common for them..
I asked my mum, why don't you choose "佩" 20 years ago
& she gave me a funny answer :
Because i feel that “佩” sounds "leong" & “蕙” sounds special
& I totally sweat when i heard this answer =X
In fact, reason 3 is the MAIN REASON why I decided to changed my name into “佩” compare with 瀞汝
The Master SO GENG (in my own opinion) ,
predicted “佩潔” this name.... yet my mum, don't know what kind of "old-fashion" thinking? =X
or bla bla bla....choose “蕙” , i am not saying i hate it... is just that I not really like it actually (when compare with 慧, which i always said, 智慧的慧 [sounds i' have more wisdom, in fact not =D] haha)
Honey (2009) said : Since you like 瀞汝 & 瀞汝 sounds nice what ，den we called you 瀞汝, let others call you 佩潔..& both name also good after you changed =D , so,should be no problem....
Yea, Thanks honey, is pretty good idea... =D
Haha!
Well, that's the reason behind of the changes.
No matter is 佩潔 or 瀞汝
I'm still the one.
The responsible monitor - to my dear primary friends ( Lok Wee must be going to vomit XD)
The loud speaker - to the 5 water (Ah Cha must be laughing)
The baobei - to the baobei tuan members
The passive - to the dearest YM
The friendly - to someone else? perhaps
The honey - to honey =D rf rf
The kind - to the VIP(s)
The...______________________ (fill in the blank)
-The End -
i will blog the reason of changing the NEW NAME - 佩潔
My original chinese name, actually is 蕙潔
I remembered I changed it to 慧潔 when I was standard 4.
I can't really remember what's the reason instead not to use "蕙" but changed to "慧"
& now what my mum found out that the “慧” that i used for so many years,
actually in overall, it does not bring any "good" luck...
[no comment =X]
It happened 3 weeks ago...
My lovely mum sent my name for 2 master within 2 weeks time...
The first master help the whole family changed THE MOST SUITABLE chinese name, except my sis...
He or she, i don't know.. said that my sister's name is good enough? or prefect.. i don't know....
& he or she, asked me change my name to 佩潔, there's only a choice. Either YES or NO decide by yourself, that's only he or she's suggestion.
(click it to enlarge)
This master, recommended by one of daddy's friend,hmm, from Sabah? if not mistaken....
His or her style: Change the name without look at people's 時辰8字,
& i guess my mum doubt with his or her profession?
Therefore....went for the second master...
And here goes the story of the second master :
My mum said, this master,is a buddhist. hmm, i have no idea with all kind of things actually,
& i guess my mum have the sense of feeling on "similarity"& she considered him as "in-group" members , therefore, have the "trust" & "persuasion" or "conformity" take place and here goes the business？！？！ （ study too much of the chap: social influence)
2nd master's suggestion on the NEW names...
Better than the previous, at least have 3 choices.
LOLz
(click it to enlarge)
3 of the NEW name is totally pronounce & sounds super duper "weird" compare before...
& mum said: once people hear it sure know u change ur original chinese name (Nothing much different if i change to 佩潔 right? Mama so funny -.-")
well, I kinda like the 2nd Master' s"piece of work"..
蕙君- so "leong" 's name, never ever want to have it!
瀞汝 - similiar with the Fish Leong, sounds nicer & better in overall, i love it actually... but ....
斯伶 - similiar with one of the temple auntie.. LOLz i DON'T WANT it .. -.-"
Mum asked me whether I'm satisfy with all the NEW NAMEsss..
If i'm not, she willing to pay & get me the MOST likeable !
wow!
I did consider either 佩潔 or 瀞汝，
due to certain MAIN & IMPORTANT reasons.
I make the decision which use "佩潔" as my NEW chinese name.
Which people always say: After you had changed your name, TRY & REMEMBER call the NEW one.
Reason 1 - Since many of my friends like to call me as “潔”, & if suddenly change to 2 different words which not consists of 潔， people will feel 不順口?
Reason 2 - Due to my forum ID 潔 ，i get to know a lot of people from forum, & they used to name me 潔 as well, if i change to 瀞汝， i think i need to open another ID
Reason 3 - Dahdaa.... It's because of THIS! Please click the picture to enlarge it.
This is the very 1st time, when i am just born, the very very 1st Master "piece of work"...
There are plenty of choice for my lovely parents to make a decision on my very first chinese name.
佩, as listed inside the list , 20 years AGO !!!! =D
潔, as listed inside the list as well , which circle that one.
From the listed of words I saw, my personal analyze =》
They wanted 潔 as the last name so much, from the list, i guess you guys can see that they didnt cross or whatever with other words & mum told me, 潔 this name is special enough XD.... they cut off the 秀，淑 at the top, i guess is too common for them..
I asked my mum, why don't you choose "佩" 20 years ago
& she gave me a funny answer :
Because i feel that “佩” sounds "leong" & “蕙” sounds special
& I totally sweat when i heard this answer =X
In fact, reason 3 is the MAIN REASON why I decided to changed my name into “佩” compare with 瀞汝
The Master SO GENG (in my own opinion) ,
predicted “佩潔” this name.... yet my mum, don't know what kind of "old-fashion" thinking? =X
or bla bla bla....choose “蕙” , i am not saying i hate it... is just that I not really like it actually (when compare with 慧, which i always said, 智慧的慧 [sounds i' have more wisdom, in fact not =D] haha)
Honey (2009) said : Since you like 瀞汝 & 瀞汝 sounds nice what ，den we called you 瀞汝, let others call you 佩潔..& both name also good after you changed =D , so,should be no problem....
Yea, Thanks honey, is pretty good idea... =D
Haha!
Well, that's the reason behind of the changes.
No matter is 佩潔 or 瀞汝
I'm still the one.
The responsible monitor - to my dear primary friends ( Lok Wee must be going to vomit XD)
The loud speaker - to the 5 water (Ah Cha must be laughing)
The baobei - to the baobei tuan members
The passive - to the dearest YM
The friendly - to someone else? perhaps
The honey - to honey =D rf rf
The kind - to the VIP(s)
The...______________________ (fill in the blank)
-The End -
